Onek din por likhchi.Kichhu valo lagche na.Sob kichu jeno hariye jachhe amar life theke.Kano j erokhom hochhe.Ami khub eka hoye jachhi.Karor kachei amar  kono value nei.Majhe majhe more jete ichha kore.Kintu setao to parchi na.Kichui hobe na amar dara.Neel, ja k ami amar praner thekeo besi valobasi seo jeno kamon dure chole jachhe.All time bondhu-bandhob niyei basto thake,mod khay.Ami j ki korbo kichhu khuje pachhi na.Ami khub valo korei bujhe gechi j neel er sathe amar biye hobe na.Amar moner ichha to kono din e puron hoyni.Ebareo hobe na, ami jani.Amar mone hoy neel er sathe eto deep relation na holei valo hoto.Ekhon amar kamon jeno mone hoy,O amay avoid korche.Kono time e valo kore kotha bole na.Jokhon e phn kori, tokhon e bole "pore phn korbo".Kintu r phn kore na.Khub bhul kore felechi ami.Nijer life ta ami nijei ses kore felechi. Ami j ekhon ki korbo kichhu bujhte parchi na.Porasona korteo ichha kore na.Ekta chakrio pelam na.Ami jeno aste aste pagol hoye jachhi.Ami sob kichu bhule jachhi.Amart kichhu mone thake na.Ma k bollam.Kintu ma bepar tay kono guruttoi dilo na.Ma keo ami kichu bojhate parchi na.Khub bhoy hochhe.

Ekta scent kena niye j eto poblem hobe ami sottie vabini.J din burdwan a giyecvhilam,sei din big bazar a neel amay ekta scent kinte bolechilo.But ami ota kinini.Emnie kinini.Asole ami neel er jonno scent choice korchilam.Amar to ekta ache.Abar ekta kinbo? R ami ei bepar ta eto importance deini.But ami vabini j ete neel er eto raag hoye jabe.Aj neel amay bollo j or eto raag hoyechilo j o amay burdwan a fele rekhe chole asto.Neel eta vablo ki korew?Or kotha scent kinini bole eto oshanti?Erokhom hobe janl ami kinei nitam.Ta te jadi ota amar barite poreo thakto, tobuothik ache.Kom se kom etyo oshanti to amay sojjo korte hoto na.Kichhu valo lagche na amar.Ekta scent kena niye neel jadi eto oshanti korte pare, tahole kono boro bepar ghotle ki hobe?Manush matroi to bhul hoy.Amio jadi kono boo bhul kore feli?Valo lagche na amar r.Sara ta jibon onner kotha vabte vabtei chole gelo amar.Tar por kal r ek oshanti.Kal neel ekta AC kineche.R amakeo ekta Ac debe bole matha kharap kore feleche.Ami bba k ki bolbo?Bari e oshantir ses thakbe na.Seta ami neel k bojhate parlam na.Ami AC ta nebo na bolechi bole r ek oshanti.Amar jeno  valo lage na.Aj ok Ac-r dokaner lok gulo boleche- ekta AC bosabar jonno lok aste deri hobe.Bas,seta hoye gelo amar dosh.Amay ja ta koe kotha o sonaloi,scent er bepar ta niyeo kotha sonalo.Ami to neel k eto valobasi.Tahole neel all time amar sathe kano j erokhom kore bujhte pari na.Kano am eto kosto deyt?Ami to karor kono khoti korini.Majhe majhe amar more jete ichha kore.Kichhu valo lage na amar.Sobar kache ami jeno ekta bojha hoye gechi.Tar opor ekhon neel chap dichhe,am baba k bole ekta flat kinte hobe.Biyer aagei jadi o erokhom kore,tahole biyer por ki korbe?Ma jadi esob sone,khub kosto pabe.Ami j ki korbo,kichhu bujhte parchi na.Amar kopale j onek kosto ache seta ami valo korei bujhte parchi.Kintu ekhon j amar  kichhu korar nei.Nijer paye kurul to ami nijei mere diyechi.R to a sodhrabar kono upay nei amar.Vogoban j kano amy mrittu dichhe na, jani na.Kichhu valo lagche na amar.

Aj neel er sathe burdwan giyechilam amar scholarship er bepare.Or gari tei gechilam.Khub moja hoyeche.

Aj neel esechilo amader bari.Aj ekta darun experience hoyeche.Khub moja hoyeche.Amader bari chan kore ghumalo.Oke ghumiye eto cute lagchilo j ki bolbo!!!!


Kintu oke khub raag dhorechilo.Amay raagabar jonno jhuku k phn kore earki marchilo,r ami bhablam onno meye k phn korehilo.khub raag hoyechilo amar.tarpor bollo jhuku k phn korechilo.eto bodmas !!!! Tar opor ota kinte giyeo ek jhamela.kothay na ghurechi.Ami neel k bollam, kine diye jete,but o palalo.Heavy raag dhorechilo.Tarpor obosso sob thik hoye geche.

Aj neel er sathe FOOD GARDEN a khete gechilam.Biriyani kheyechi.Ami,Neel,Tapas da r Bhola da bole ekjon chilo.Bhola da lok ta bhalo.But khub dialog buz.Amay mod khaoar upokarita bojhachhilo.Amar ja raag dhorchilo j ki bolbo.Jhar diye ditam, but neel er bondhu.Or sonman rakhte ami r kichu bollam na.

Aj SSC er result berolo.Ami paini.Mon ta khub kharap.Kichhu valo lagche na.Ami to kharap porikkha deini.Tobu j kano erokhom holo k jane.khub asa korechilam,etar jonno.Ami dekhechi,jeta tei ami besi asa kori setai r hoy na.Keu e amay kichu boleni.Tobuo khub kosto hochhe amar.Khub kanna pachhe.

aj neel tarakeswar esechilo.sokal 10:00 tay eseche.kintu amay boleni.amay bollo bikal bela.raag hochhilo khub.kintu ami j ok chara thakte pari na.tai gechilam or sathe dekha korte.ami ek ghonta or jonno dariye chilam.kintu o aseni.amay mukher opor bole dilo j "ami jabo na.valo lagche na".khub kosto hochhe amar.sara rasta ami kadte kadte esechi.neel ki kore amar sathe erokhom korte pare???ami to vabteo parchi na.aj ami neel er sathe sob relation break kore dilam.jani amar khub kosto hobe.kintu o to valo thakbe.neel amar mathe chuye promis korechilo j amar permission chara o mod khabe na,jadi khay tahole o amar mora mukh dekhbe.kintu o roj mod khay r amay jiggasao kore na.etoi or amar mora mukh dekhar sokh.vogobaner kache parhona kori o jeno khub taratari amar mora mukh ta dekhte pay.tobe jadi or mod khaoa ta kome.ei ses.ami r ok kokkhono disturb korbo na.