Ekta scent kena niye j eto poblem hobe ami sottie vabini.J din burdwan a giyecvhilam,sei din big bazar a neel amay ekta scent kinte bolechilo.But ami ota kinini.Emnie kinini.Asole ami neel er jonno scent choice korchilam.Amar to ekta ache.Abar ekta kinbo? R ami ei bepar ta eto importance deini.But ami vabini j ete neel er eto raag hoye jabe.Aj neel amay bollo j or eto raag hoyechilo j o amay burdwan a fele rekhe chole asto.Neel eta vablo ki korew?Or kotha scent kinini bole eto oshanti?Erokhom hobe janl ami kinei nitam.Ta te jadi ota amar barite poreo thakto, tobuothik ache.Kom se kom etyo oshanti to amay sojjo korte hoto na.Kichhu valo lagche na amar.Ekta scent kena niye neel jadi eto oshanti korte pare, tahole kono boro bepar ghotle ki hobe?Manush matroi to bhul hoy.Amio jadi kono boo bhul kore feli?Valo lagche na amar r.Sara ta jibon onner kotha vabte vabtei chole gelo amar.Tar por kal r ek oshanti.Kal neel ekta AC kineche.R amakeo ekta Ac debe bole matha kharap kore feleche.Ami bba k ki bolbo?Bari e oshantir ses thakbe na.Seta ami neel k bojhate parlam na.Ami AC ta nebo na bolechi bole r ek oshanti.Amar jeno  valo lage na.Aj ok Ac-r dokaner lok gulo boleche- ekta AC bosabar jonno lok aste deri hobe.Bas,seta hoye gelo amar dosh.Amay ja ta koe kotha o sonaloi,scent er bepar ta niyeo kotha sonalo.Ami to neel k eto valobasi.Tahole neel all time amar sathe kano j erokhom kore bujhte pari na.Kano am eto kosto deyt?Ami to karor kono khoti korini.Majhe majhe amar more jete ichha kore.Kichhu valo lage na amar.Sobar kache ami jeno ekta bojha hoye gechi.Tar opor ekhon neel chap dichhe,am baba k bole ekta flat kinte hobe.Biyer aagei jadi o erokhom kore,tahole biyer por ki korbe?Ma jadi esob sone,khub kosto pabe.Ami j ki korbo,kichhu bujhte parchi na.Amar kopale j onek kosto ache seta ami valo korei bujhte parchi.Kintu ekhon j amar  kichhu korar nei.Nijer paye kurul to ami nijei mere diyechi.R to a sodhrabar kono upay nei amar.Vogoban j kano amy mrittu dichhe na, jani na.Kichhu valo lagche na amar.

Aj neel er sathe burdwan giyechilam amar scholarship er bepare.Or gari tei gechilam.Khub moja hoyeche.

Aj neel esechilo amader bari.Aj ekta darun experience hoyeche.Khub moja hoyeche.Amader bari chan kore ghumalo.Oke ghumiye eto cute lagchilo j ki bolbo!!!!


Kintu oke khub raag dhorechilo.Amay raagabar jonno jhuku k phn kore earki marchilo,r ami bhablam onno meye k phn korehilo.khub raag hoyechilo amar.tarpor bollo jhuku k phn korechilo.eto bodmas !!!! Tar opor ota kinte giyeo ek jhamela.kothay na ghurechi.Ami neel k bollam, kine diye jete,but o palalo.Heavy raag dhorechilo.Tarpor obosso sob thik hoye geche.

Aj neel er sathe FOOD GARDEN a khete gechilam.Biriyani kheyechi.Ami,Neel,Tapas da r Bhola da bole ekjon chilo.Bhola da lok ta bhalo.But khub dialog buz.Amay mod khaoar upokarita bojhachhilo.Amar ja raag dhorchilo j ki bolbo.Jhar diye ditam, but neel er bondhu.Or sonman rakhte ami r kichu bollam na.

Aj SSC er result berolo.Ami paini.Mon ta khub kharap.Kichhu valo lagche na.Ami to kharap porikkha deini.Tobu j kano erokhom holo k jane.khub asa korechilam,etar jonno.Ami dekhechi,jeta tei ami besi asa kori setai r hoy na.Keu e amay kichu boleni.Tobuo khub kosto hochhe amar.Khub kanna pachhe.

aj neel tarakeswar esechilo.sokal 10:00 tay eseche.kintu amay boleni.amay bollo bikal bela.raag hochhilo khub.kintu ami j ok chara thakte pari na.tai gechilam or sathe dekha korte.ami ek ghonta or jonno dariye chilam.kintu o aseni.amay mukher opor bole dilo j "ami jabo na.valo lagche na".khub kosto hochhe amar.sara rasta ami kadte kadte esechi.neel ki kore amar sathe erokhom korte pare???ami to vabteo parchi na.aj ami neel er sathe sob relation break kore dilam.jani amar khub kosto hobe.kintu o to valo thakbe.neel amar mathe chuye promis korechilo j amar permission chara o mod khabe na,jadi khay tahole o amar mora mukh dekhbe.kintu o roj mod khay r amay jiggasao kore na.etoi or amar mora mukh dekhar sokh.vogobaner kache parhona kori o jeno khub taratari amar mora mukh ta dekhte pay.tobe jadi or mod khaoa ta kome.ei ses.ami r ok kokkhono disturb korbo na.

Kal sondha bela hotat neel ekta gorte pore giye or paye lage.Amar sathe kotha bollo.Tarpor o or bondhu der sathe golpo korchilo.Hotat ki j holo!!!! Ratri bela ami phn korte tokhon o amay bolche....Or kosto dekhe amar eto kosto hoichhilo j ki bolbo.........R tar sathe sathe cholche amnay dosharop.Sob dosh amar.ki jala........!!!! Bechara k dekhe amar eto kosto hochhilo j ki bolbo....pa tay khub legeche or.Or ma keo kichu boleni.ami or ma k bolte bollam, se amakei mukh kore dilo.or obostha dekhe amar etoi kosto hochhilo j ki bolbo.....kichu bolte gelei amay mukh korche abar kichu na bolleo amay mukh korche.amar eto bhoy lagchilo j ki bolbo..........jani kosto hochhe, but amay mukh kore jadi or kosto kome to komuk.khub kharap lagchlo amay......nijeo kadche,r amakeo kadachhe.....

ami kono din vabini j neel amar sathe erokhom korbe. neel k to amar past sommondhe sob e bolechi.tokhon to o sob mene niyei amar sathe relation korechilo.tahole aj neel kano amay erokhom bollo???aj clz gechilam.clz theke ektu marketing a gechilam.kichui kinini.asar somoy neel bollo o haripal a darabe.or sathe bari firbo.tapas dao chilo.sob e thik thak chilo.tarakeswar ese tapas da bollo,"cholo,restaurent a khete jabo".kintu tokhon raat 9:00 ta beje geche.tai ami jete r raji hoini.bas,etei neel er raag.amay to kotha sonaloi.sob theke besi kharap laglo ekta kotha sune.ki ekta kothay kothay ami ok bollam j,"tomar notun bandhobi der sathe kotha bolo".o tokhon amay bollo " ami to r tor moto masir bari,pisir bari ghurte jaini".mane, ami bappa dar sathe or masir bari giyechilam,o setai bolte chailo.kotha ta sune amar eto kharap laglo j ki bolbo.khub kanna pachhe amar.ami to biswas e korte parchi na j neel amay erokhom bolte pare.o ki kore parlo eta????

Aj ker din ta amar kache khub anander chilo.Aj ami notun computer kinlam.LCD monito samsung er.daruuuuuuuuuuuuun sundar.
Aj ekta darun mojar bepar hoyeche.
Aj hotat Neel esechilo ekgocha golap ful niye raat 9:30 tar somoy.Prai 150 piece.Niye aste aste or byke er silencer a lege kichu golap nosto hoye geche.Bag ta sailencer er kache niyechilo.But ami khub khusi hoyechi.Amader prai 4 bochorer relation a ei 1st O amay golap ful gift korlo.Koek ta ful nosto hoye geche bole se ki mon kharap or.Soooooooo Sweet.
I LOVE U NEEL.I LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. 

Aj amra beriyechilam.Mane, ami r neel.Amar to porte jaoar kotha chilo.But O jed korlo j or sathe amay berote hobe.Ki r kori.Berolam.Jodio pore jane parlam j sir khub besi porayni.Karon okhane kiser ekta match cholchilo.Tai.Haripal a gelam.O gari niye dariye chilo.Eto pagol, ami train a aschi bole O garir AC bondho kore diye bose chilo.Se gheme chan kore geche.Sotti, ok niye r para jabe na.Ami abar rumal diye muchiye dilam.Puro pogol pagol lagchilo ok.Eto cute lagchilo j ki bolbo!!!!!
Tarpor amra gelam  Dankuni te Dreamlight Hotel a.Dujone eksonge chan korechi.Khub moja hoyeche.O amay oneeeeeeeeeeek ador koreche.Sob theke besi hasi peyeche chan korar por jokhon ami or chul anchre dichhilam.O khali amar kole suye porchilo sei bachha chele der moto.He He He!!!!! Ekdon amar sweetu shona.Amio ok khub ador korechi.

Aj bikal a amar pora ache.But Neel chay ami aj or sathe dekha kori.But sara week a ei ekdin e amar pora.Seta Neel jane.Sara week or time hoy na.Or nijer kaj thake.Or nijer kaj thakle o amar sathe sathe dekhga kore na.But j din or kaj thake na, se din e or prem jege othe.Sedin amar jadi kono important kaj o thake seta o sunbe na.Or kotha motoi cholte hobe.Na sunlei jhogra korbe.Bhalo lage na r jeno.Kintu ami ok khuuuuuuuuuuub bhalobasi.Tai ok kichu bolte pari na.Ami bujhte pari, na bole bolei o erokhom hoye geche.Kintu ki korbo...........!!!!!! Ami pari na j.

Aj ami ei blog ta create korlam.Actually serokhom kono karon nei eta create korar.But eta ami amar diary-er moto use korbo.Amar diary ache.But ta te ami khola khuli sob kotha likhte pari na.Karon jadi ota karor haat a pore jay to ami ses.Anyway,etar khobor keu janbe na.............sudhu ami chara.
Ami Sheena.Amar baba ma govt. job kore.Ami baba ma-er ekmatro meye.Ami M.Sc porchi.Amar ekta misti cute boyfriend ache.Tar nam Neel.O business kore.Ei holo amar songsar.